Read Book Acknowledgments Introduction Wearing Your Name Part I: There is that beast again BEAST Bow your head Arms behind your back Open Kneel Face to the floor FUCKTOY Always mine Coins Found objects Girl in the box PREY Sick Dread Pushing social limits Harm’s way GHOST Let go! Focus Control Gone Part II: Such sweet blood GIFT Theft Whose? Breathe Disrobe PRIZE Beautiful What did you bring me? Everything Interlude: “A nature of submission” CONQUEST She almost cries Silencings That knife A measurement Part III: And you become… ALTER EGO Mask? Play pretend! My favorite toy HUMAN Ugly Ugly (confessions) Reconciliation (a dialogue) Interlude: “The Basics” STORM Larger than life The freedom to… Secret Part IV: The art and deadly challenge WHIPPING POST Freeze! Bitten Be still A simple denial Interlude: “To Take” CREATION A core Inversion Who the hell are you? When? Have you a Lecter? Act like what you are BALM Here Sir Ritual Like what you are Part V: That beast again PRISONER Through Slave Eyes Tongue/Whip A different journal SEEKER Automata Object To rest my feet If you meet the Buddha… ADEPT Sar’s cup Impress me A bit about fantasies Child INSPIRATION Epilogue The book is also available in PDF and epub format.